WTF is wrong with me?

I'm just trying to plan a trip with friends and it's a total cluster fuck (CF). Nothing is going according to plan. One friend may be backing out. Housing is up in the air. Budget's an issue. And I am the only one freaking out.

So the point of this rant is --- a) (potentially) flaky friends and b) WTF am I getting so stressed out over this.

I'M A FUCKING IDIOT. I NEED TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN.

Friends...are they worth it?

Fuck friends who try to play God and screw everything up. So now this so-called friend has made things considerably worse than before. CASE CLOSED.